the view from the inside....

9.25.2004

I am freakin' amazing

So, I did something tonight that I haven't done in a long time. I stayed out until 4 a.m. and had only 1 drink and a bazillion bottles of water. First, we wandered around downtown (Aleda & Will & I) and then took a cab to Mr. O's to hang with Nicci and Alisa...which led to us all piling into Nicci's car and going to Satellite...which led Aleda, Will & I leaving cuz it was too hot and crowded and going to Vino to hear Matt Diablo spin the 80's (Nicci and Alisa showed up later). It was incredible. I danced to Matt Diablo until Vino closed at 3 a.m. and apparently he knew I was having a wonderful time because he thanked me for coming. *swoon* Yeah, don't I wish I had a chance in hell with that one. You guys all know that I have a soft spot for dj's....

It's funny - our prior encounter, over the phone, was just bad. He called me a fag hag and I called him curious. It was terrible. But there was just this cool connection tonight. And I made a couple of requests - one was even a song that he had played before we got there - and he played it again and did that cute little japanese gesture - hands together, head bow to you - when I thanked him for playing it. And every single song he played I knew all of the words too...and it was just so awesome I couldn't stop moving. It's like, musically, we were totally on the same wave length. This is soooo my new Friday night spot.

I was so upbeat and lively all night....although I did have a weak moment where I texted a certain boy and told him that I wished he was there. I know he's not talking to me, but I was having so much fun and knew that he would just be smiling and laughing too....We were in the middle of Virginia street(since it's blocked off all weekend), somewhere between Satellite and Vino having the funniest conversation, and I just wanted to hear him laugh. I really like hearing him laugh. It makes me happy. *sigh* Instead, I just went and dance the melancholy off. I still had Float On stuck in my head because it was the last song Andrew played when I left Satellite, and somehow that song makes me feel like everything will really be okay.

If something is meant to be, it will work itself out. I just have to have faith.

always,
me

2 Thoughts:

  • w00t modest mouse. even though that's supposed to be their sellout record. i think it's a freaking awesome record.

    Thoughts by Blogger d.x., at 9:43 AM  

  • I concur. :o)

    Thoughts by Blogger miss m., at 10:07 AM  

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