I'm a fool...a fool, I say

I just keep sitting at my desk. Every CD I put in makes me cry. The radio makes me cry. I am incredibly too emotional. Someone kill me.

I'm sure I'll be better in a few days.

I have not been dwelling while at work, but tears keep seeping out. Grrr. It makes me so angry. It's like I broke some kind of dam and now I just cry all the time....like that episode of friends where Rachel tells her boyfriend that he should cry...and then he cries for days and drives everyone insane. Yup, that's me. I don't even make sense anymore. I'm a dork.

But really, I want to know why.

Last week I was falling in love with someone. Now I'm falling out. Is that so bad?? I think that, perhaps, it's the fact that I feel as though I'm losing a good friend on account of all of it. Then again, was he really a good friend if he broke my heart like that? Perhaps not....but then again, sometimes the best of intentions...you know the saying.

GAH!