While we're discussing everclear....

Little known fact about me: the song they've done that I relate the most to is Why I Don't Believe in God. It's not that I don't entirely, but possibly not like I should - see, I've lived this song before...except they didn't have to call my school - I was home.

My mom is my best friend now...and the strongest woman I have ever known...but sometimes I know how she felt back then. Sometimes, I wonder if I am her...just in a different time. Except that my dad stuck by her through everything...and the person I thought would do that left me alone. I guess he wasn't the one meant to hold my hand through the tough times. Perhaps no one was meant to hold my hand...I'm just supposed to hold my son and everything will be okay.