Interesting, to say the least

I was talking to a friend last night who was quick to point out, after I said a few things about my past, that I have a bad habit of dating my coworkers. Seriously, every job I have ever had in my entire life (save 2) I have dated someone that I worked with. Has this ever been a problem? Only once....when I broke up with the guy and he got all ridiculously depressed. I tend to be the person who breaks things off. I know when things feel right and I know when they don't...and when they don't, I high tail it out of there like I'm on fire. I guess it's not the best habit, but it works. And, surprisingly enough, I'm friends with nearly all of my exes.....save 2....and it's cuz they're just jerks.

I've been having some questions regarding this dating thing that I'm doing right now. I think that it occurred to me last night that I would actually like things to go somewhere with this guy. Being that I'm the girl who always runs when I see committment approaching, the fact that I am feeling this way makes me kind of nervous. On the other hand, the fact that I am feeling so comfortable and into this guy has made me feel a little fearless. I'm not walking into the situation with my heart clutched so tightly in my grasp that I may choke the life out of it....instead, it's in the palm of my hand and I'm just waiting to see whether he's going to reach for it or not. It's a nice change, to be honest. Feeling like I don't need to be in such control - like I can go with the flow - it's rather liberating.

That and he makes my toes tingle. hehehe